Dear Tony,
I have learned more about dealing with drastic changes in mentality or lifestyle.
I react as though they are a physical illness. Often they can lead to physical illness - stress can weaken the immune system, they often involve changes in day-to-day functioning, etc. I have learned to treat them as wounds or illnesses.
How do we treat illnesses?
Usually the best way to treat illnesses is to slow down your daily life. Cut back on things that are not absolutely essential. Sleep as much as you can - the more you sleep, the faster you will heal. Illness and wounds sometimes need specific treatment (cough syrup, aspirin, specific creams for wounds). To treat a wound, you would probably cut back on your life but also give it some special treatment, specifically exposing it to fresh air or to rest. For a drastic change, you need to "expose the change." Think about it and let it in. Let it come in to your life.
Like physical problems, that takes time. Wounds and illnesses heal when they are ready to heal, not when you need them to. You cannot speed up the healing just by treating yourself more aggressively. You need to give your physical and mental health time to adjust to the change. It takes a while. But it can be done.
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Sunday, June 14, 2015
Saturday, January 3, 2015
Another Truth
Dear Tony,
There is another inconvenient and uncomfortable truth you should be aware of as you work to improve your life.
You gain skills when you are ready for them, not when you need them.
Your brain grows and develops at its own pace. You often cannot make it grow faster by pushing more.
I would advise you to be careful with long-term plans. It is often difficult to know what you can and can not handle and what you will be working on in the distant future.
There is another inconvenient and uncomfortable truth you should be aware of as you work to improve your life.
You gain skills when you are ready for them, not when you need them.
Your brain grows and develops at its own pace. You often cannot make it grow faster by pushing more.
I would advise you to be careful with long-term plans. It is often difficult to know what you can and can not handle and what you will be working on in the distant future.
Sunday, September 29, 2013
More on Intrusive Memories
Dear Tony,
I have some more insight on intrusive memories which I would like to share.
As I have said before, most intrusive memories are traumatic memories. But they are not the worst traumas in the world or even the worst traumas which have happened to me personally.
For me, intrusive memories are events or conversations which I cannot understand. I cannot fit the details of what happened into my comprehension or my belief system. Since I cannot make sense of the situation, I keep thinking about it. These memories become intrusive memories because I keep thinking about them. And I keep thinking about them because I cannot fit them into my worldview.
Often as my worldview expands and my understanding of human nature deepens, these memories begin to make more sense. I can see things in them that I could not pick up before. I may have made assumptions about the situation or the people I should not have made or avoided assumptions I should have made.
Gaining a better understanding of humanity and social situations as a whole is the most effective treatment. It is also probably the least satisfying. Gaining that overall perspective can take years.
In the shorter term, you probably need to address the memory directly. Try to look at it in hindsight. Go through it and try to pick up clues you might have missed. Did you misread the situation? Did the other people? Could there have been a legitimate misunderstanding? Was there anything you could reasonably have done differently? Was there anything you could have possibly have done differently?
You will probably need to go through the memories over and over again. These memories can be like wounds. They do not heal quickly no matter what you do. But if you keep working at them they should start to heal bit by bit.
I have some more insight on intrusive memories which I would like to share.
As I have said before, most intrusive memories are traumatic memories. But they are not the worst traumas in the world or even the worst traumas which have happened to me personally.
For me, intrusive memories are events or conversations which I cannot understand. I cannot fit the details of what happened into my comprehension or my belief system. Since I cannot make sense of the situation, I keep thinking about it. These memories become intrusive memories because I keep thinking about them. And I keep thinking about them because I cannot fit them into my worldview.
Often as my worldview expands and my understanding of human nature deepens, these memories begin to make more sense. I can see things in them that I could not pick up before. I may have made assumptions about the situation or the people I should not have made or avoided assumptions I should have made.
Gaining a better understanding of humanity and social situations as a whole is the most effective treatment. It is also probably the least satisfying. Gaining that overall perspective can take years.
In the shorter term, you probably need to address the memory directly. Try to look at it in hindsight. Go through it and try to pick up clues you might have missed. Did you misread the situation? Did the other people? Could there have been a legitimate misunderstanding? Was there anything you could reasonably have done differently? Was there anything you could have possibly have done differently?
You will probably need to go through the memories over and over again. These memories can be like wounds. They do not heal quickly no matter what you do. But if you keep working at them they should start to heal bit by bit.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
More on Therapists
Dear Tony,
I would like to expand a little more on the last point I made in the last letter.
Therapists are not supposed to grow angry at their clients, but it does happen. My advice - and this is just me - is, if it only happens occasionally and you still feel safe and comfortable there, don't worry about it. Therapy is a very emotionally charged environment, therapists often need to make quick decisions about how to respond, and people - both the therapist and the client - sometimes do not process their feelings appropriately. Also, I think that sometimes therapists can unintentionally appear to be angry when they are really not.
I would suggest that it is more important to ask yourself: Am I comfortable telling this therapist what is going on? Does the therapist listen to me and respect my judgment? Am I making progress in the areas I would like to? If the answer to both questions is yes, then I would probably recommend staying with that therapist.
On the other hand, there is no excuse for rage. If your therapist grows uncontrollably angry, or angry for an extended period of time, you should try to find a new therapist. If you are afraid of telling your therapist something because s/he will be angry or will take it the wrong way, then you are not receiving the help you need. And - to repeat what I said in the last letter - if your therapist grows enraged because you did something without first asking his/her permission, there are serious control issues. You need to find another therapist quickly.
I would like to expand a little more on the last point I made in the last letter.
Therapists are not supposed to grow angry at their clients, but it does happen. My advice - and this is just me - is, if it only happens occasionally and you still feel safe and comfortable there, don't worry about it. Therapy is a very emotionally charged environment, therapists often need to make quick decisions about how to respond, and people - both the therapist and the client - sometimes do not process their feelings appropriately. Also, I think that sometimes therapists can unintentionally appear to be angry when they are really not.
I would suggest that it is more important to ask yourself: Am I comfortable telling this therapist what is going on? Does the therapist listen to me and respect my judgment? Am I making progress in the areas I would like to? If the answer to both questions is yes, then I would probably recommend staying with that therapist.
On the other hand, there is no excuse for rage. If your therapist grows uncontrollably angry, or angry for an extended period of time, you should try to find a new therapist. If you are afraid of telling your therapist something because s/he will be angry or will take it the wrong way, then you are not receiving the help you need. And - to repeat what I said in the last letter - if your therapist grows enraged because you did something without first asking his/her permission, there are serious control issues. You need to find another therapist quickly.
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